There's a circle

I go through phases where I'm all into reading, writing, eating healthier, running, wearing my retainer, brushing my teeth(at night), taking off my massacre, and washing my face.
It comes and goes.
I'm currently living in the central area.
And it feels pretty good.

I know these things are good for me. I need to memorize this pattern and ink it to my soul.

BecauseI'macynicalmothereffer

Then God asked them, "Why do you love me?"
The church folks stood silent scratching their heads.

Let us examine our inner souls, and know why we serve You.
Let us be pure in our praise and our love for you.
Let our mouths exhale honesty.
Let us know why we do what we do...and believe what we believe.

Even before I graduated.

High schoolers and junior high kids annoy the cuss out of me.

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My heart was a strong steel bridge.
Then this bridge exploded in my chest.
My body felt it.
Latched bolts blew up.
Every tight screw was loosen and flew away.

Self-lovin kind of love

Loving someone because they believe the same thing as you, is not really love.

Earlier this morning, I was thinking about a dear friend and then a story played out.

Me and my friend hadn't seen one another in years
We are reunited
This person now does not believe in God.
Do I love her/him?
Or am I infatuated with people who believe the same core beliefs as I do?

Do I love this person for who they are?
Or how much we connect on certain issues?

If so, my love isn't pure, but a selfish kind of love.

Truths and lies

Finding out the truth about outserves is a painful process.

There once was a girl.
She was beauty from every angle.

One day
She accidentally ran into a knife.
This knife cut through every sensitive layer of her skin.

Then
The townspeople, who were around when the accident took place, saw her insides.
She didn't have bold beautifully colored red blood.
She had
darkness
evilness
and wickedness oozing out of her.
"It was the most disturbing thing I've ever seen."
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said a local.