Saturday, May 22, 2010
Swimming in a sea of words.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Noet. Note to self: I'm done with dull blogs that contain skepticism! Yes=Yeahhh
She is not kissing the pillow, dufus. How do you even spell dufus?
Meet Lenny.
Hi you!I'm about to paint and I can't stop listening to Givers. I keep dancing... Alone. Wouldn't you like to see.
So, everyday this week I have gone swim&read "A Year With Lewis." It's basically a different passage from all his work. And you read it daily! Oh yeah baby!
Rararara! I saw you first. BuM bUMbUM buooom.
Lalala, I'm happy. I ate steak with my popie!
Jes, is going to be a famous spoken word poet, her ideas are genius.
Janna, a farmer.
Life= summer time, beyond excited feelings about Portland roadtrip, anticipation, uncertainty, scrubs, water, freeish, single, backpacks, D700.
Every human: Do not everrrrrrr get plastic surgery! Unless it is a medical reason. If you lack self esteem, tell me. And I'll just butter you up, gorgeous person you are ;)
Ricki told me much about Portland I don't feel like typing. K, Bye
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Haven't been me lately.
I would like to ask for help but, I fear that pride may have stepped into place. Although, lately I don't believe I have been prideful, just in a state of desperation.
My soul is becoming just part of my body. I don't feel like the two are separate, but only mixing at a rapid pace.
Have I even been living? I feel as if ever since August I have just been in is existence. Just there.
Especially from December to the present. I have not been me. I want God. To help me. And visit me with life soon.
Even though I may have been seeming to be fine, I can feel that I'm not. Stress&fear has taken that place of fun&life.
I will be okay.
It will be okay.
Being back to me, gives hope to my bones. My worn out bones.
I keep contradicting myself¬ really making sense.
I was about to apologizing for venting. You don't have to hear my voice or even read this, therefore I don't think an apology is necessary. "You" might not even exist. By that I mean people reading my blog. I will stop explaining myself right about... Now.
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